Trixie's story
Trixie did not start out with a proverbial silver spoon in her mouth.
Trixie had been abandoned by her first owners and left to die under a falling down boat dock. Neighbors around had told us she had been left under there for 3 days without food or water when we found her. We were disgusted that people knew about her and did absolutely nothing. We took her in and fed her her first meal, which consisted of eggs and bread! I gave her a bath and spent 3 weeks trying to get the knots out of her fur. We found out from the first vet we went to that she was about 1 year old when we found her.

We noticed she would always cower at any sudden movements, or loud noises, bark profusely at someone wearing sunglasses or a baseball hat or get extremely upset at the rattling of keys. Month's later we found out from someone who knew the former owner that he had abused her by hitting her and throwing things at her. Not a very nice person!
The first couple of months were not very pleasant, for starters, Trixie lost the ability to use her back legs. The vet told us she would be using a wheelchair for the rest of her life, that she had neurological problems. With a lot of research on our own, my mother came across an article with Trixie's same symptoms and discovered she could possibly have Tick Paralysis. Which is an infection caused by ticks embedding themselves in the skin. The vet denied any of this and sent us home with no hope at all. Meanwhile, my mom was grooming Trixie and discovered 2 ticks engorged in one of her paws. Once we removed them, Trixie was up and running around within 3 days! Needless to say, we changed vets. (On an ironic note, that same vet lost her own dog to Tick Paralysis!)
A few months later, Trixie was playing on the dock and misjudged jumping on the boat and she went in the water after hitting her chest and knocking the wind out of her. We couldn't find her, and when dad jumped in he saw her floating at the front of the boat, picked her up and put her lifeless body on the dock. (A week Prior to this my mom checked out a library book on CPR for dogs.) My mom gave her mouth to nose and we rushed her to the vet and after 1 day of staying overnight at the vet's, we got a phone call asking us to "Please take your dog home! She is barking up a storm and won't keep quiet!" That's our girl!!
Over the years, we have encountered the typical ailments of stomach aches, allergies, muscle ailments, ear infections, etc. Honestly Trixie could check off most of the things listed in a vet book that she has come down with over the years we have had her.
To have her keep going for all those years, she definitely was a miracle.
Until 4 years ago we were pretty lucky, until the fateful night I took her out for her evening walk and she walked right into a sign post... She was suddenly blind overnight. We rushed her to the vet and with blood tests, it was determined that she had diabetes and would need insulin injections. We missed the signs of excessive thirst and frequent urination thinking that it was Summertime and she was just very hot and thirsty.
Trixie was a thinker and needed to visualize things. Once she was suddenly blind she was very depressed and would hardly eat or want to even go out for a walk.
We made the appointment for cataract surgery to remove the cataracts that develop instantly when diabetes strikes (which cost a total of $3500). We were able to save only the left eye with surgery, while losing the right one to Glaucoma. That was a very expensive visit, but I just wanted to give her something back for all the years of love she has given myself and my family. She was taking Voltaren
for the past several years after her surgery, which is an anti-inflammatory eye drop to
control her glaucoma. It is kind of like an aspirin for the eye. Very expensive! $75.00 per 5ml a bottle with no generic brand yet!
We
also started to cook for her with a recipe that lowered her sugar
levels instantly and kept her pretty steady. We kept her going for as
long as we could. Some people would argue that she was just a dog, but
to us she was our life, our family, our joy.
Several months ago she developed a growth on her only good eye. We were trying to save what little sight we could and tried to keep her diabetes in check, while hoping things were going to be okay. To help Trixie get around without bumping into too many walls, we were training her
with
voice commands for "left, right, straight and stop". Of course when she
was excited, all of that went right out the window, but when she was
cautious and used her senses to maneuver her way around, those commands
helped. With her it was easier to tap her left side while saying "left"
and tap her right side saying "right" etc. Then praising her for
obeying.

Early in the month of May, 2008, Trixie was diagnosed with Idiopathic Vestibular Disease. It started with her constantly walking in circles, and being off balance, and her eyes were very erratic, then she vomited all day, a frothy yellow acidic stuff. That was a scary day for us, but with research and a talk with the vet (luckily he knew about this syndrome, since a lot of vets out there are not familiar with it) we were able to control it.
To
help keep her balance, we put her harness and leash on her when walking
around and we had used an old neck brace to help keep her head straight
instead of twisting her neck around when she got really off balance.
She was prescribed Baytril antibiotic to control the yeast infection in her ear and Rimadyl to help with any inflammation. Being idiopathic, meaning nobody knows the cause, it was suspected that the yeast infection in her ear contributed to the condition.
For more information on this health issue, please visit:
Idiopathic Vestibular Disorder
By
August 2008, she was doing better, but she had a permanent head tilt to
the left. It was more noticeable when she got tired. With all of those
things piling up on top of her, it was harder to control her glucose
levels, but I rotated her insulin injection site to a whole different
area (mid section, verses in between shoulder blades). With this new
area for her injections and controlling other ailments that cropped up,
we were lucky and got lower glucose readings!
***We lost Trixie to kidney failure on December 25, 2008. I miss you girl!
Last days with my girl
This part is very hard for me. Most of this site had been written in better times when our munchkin was bumping into our
legs begging for a treat.
About
a week and a half before Christmas 2008, I woke up at 2:34 am to find
that Trixie had fallen over. Her eyes were erratic and she couldn't
keep her balance. The strange part that stood out was that she was
tilting severely to her right this time instead of her left like she
did when she had Idiopathic Vestibular Disease.
She still had her appetite, and we were with her constantly around the clock.
A
day or so later, I was cuddling with her, and when I put her down, she
gave a horrible painful cry. I will never forget that sound. We didn't
know what was wrong and nobody was at the vets office to help because
they closed early on that day. We slept with her on the floor and the
only thing that kept her out of pain was me massaging her all night
long.
We
rushed her to the vet's office the next day and with blood tests found
out her kidneys and liver were reading high. Up until the night of her
dizzy spell, nothing indicated her health was failing. She did have a
few "accidents" the night before, but other than that I don't recall
anything standing out. We were always so careful with her, I just feel
like I failed her.
She was put on IV's and stayed for a few days at the vets office. We went to see her every day. She didn't want to eat
the food there, so we brought some of her own, which she finally ate.
On December 23, we were told they were going to take her off of the IV's and we could take her home, since nobody was
going to be in the office over the holiday.
She
was happy to be home, and I cleaned her with baby wipes and let her
rest. We were told to keep fluids in her and
watch her body temperature, due to the fact she could not regulate this on her own. She did fine until
Christmas Eve in the afternoon. Eventually we had to give her water
with with a syringe, she just didn't want to drink anymore.
By
nighttime, she ate pretty good, so we kept broth mixed in with her food
to give her any liquids we could manage. At about 8:30pm she was having
a horrible seizure. We got her calm finally and tried calling vets in
the neighboring counties trying to get a hold of someone to help.
Finally one of the vet techs told us to bring her in and we rushed her
there. She was so swollen from the IV's from earlier that they had to
use a huge syringe to put liquids in her. She stayed the night and on
Christmas Day we went to see her.
We
stayed with her for several hours until she had another seizure because
of her kidney failure, and I had to make the horrible decision to say
goodbye. I think spiritually she left us with that last seizure. I
don't want to think that she was still conscious when they put her
down. We were not allowed to remain during the procedure and I still
resent the fact that I was not able to be there with her during that
time.