
We noticed she would always cower at any sudden movements, or loud noises, bark profusely at someone wearing sunglasses or a baseball hat or get extremely upset at the rattling of keys. Month's later we found out from someone who knew the former owner that he had abused her by hitting her and throwing things at her. Not a very nice person!
Early in the month of May, 2008, Trixie was diagnosed with Idiopathic Vestibular Disease. It started with her constantly walking in circles, and being off balance, and her eyes were very erratic, then she vomited all day, a frothy yellow acidic stuff. That was a scary day for us, but with research and a talk with the vet (luckily he knew about this syndrome, since a lot of vets out there are not familiar with it) we were able to control it. To
help keep her balance, we put her harness and leash on her when walking
around and we had used an old neck brace to help keep her head straight
instead of twisting her neck around when she got really off balance. 
This part is very hard for me. Most of this site had been written in better times when our munchkin was bumping into our
legs begging for a treat.
About
a week and a half before Christmas 2008, I woke up at 2:34 am to find
that Trixie had fallen over. Her eyes were erratic and she couldn't
keep her balance. The strange part that stood out was that she was
tilting severely to her right this time instead of her left like she
did when she had Idiopathic Vestibular Disease.
She still had her appetite, and we were with her constantly around the clock.
A
day or so later, I was cuddling with her, and when I put her down, she
gave a horrible painful cry. I will never forget that sound. We didn't
know what was wrong and nobody was at the vets office to help because
they closed early on that day. We slept with her on the floor and the
only thing that kept her out of pain was me massaging her all night
long.
We
rushed her to the vet's office the next day and with blood tests found
out her kidneys and liver were reading high. Up until the night of her
dizzy spell, nothing indicated her health was failing. She did have a
few "accidents" the night before, but other than that I don't recall
anything standing out. We were always so careful with her, I just feel
like I failed her.
She was put on IV's and stayed for a few days at the vets office. We went to see her every day. She didn't want to eat
the food there, so we brought some of her own, which she finally ate.
On December 23, we were told they were going to take her off of the IV's and we could take her home, since nobody was
going to be in the office over the holiday.
She
was happy to be home, and I cleaned her with baby wipes and let her
rest. We were told to keep fluids in her and
watch her body temperature, due to the fact she could not regulate this on her own. She did fine until
Christmas Eve in the afternoon. Eventually we had to give her water
with with a syringe, she just didn't want to drink anymore.
By
nighttime, she ate pretty good, so we kept broth mixed in with her food
to give her any liquids we could manage. At about 8:30pm she was having
a horrible seizure. We got her calm finally and tried calling vets in
the neighboring counties trying to get a hold of someone to help.
Finally one of the vet techs told us to bring her in and we rushed her
there. She was so swollen from the IV's from earlier that they had to
use a huge syringe to put liquids in her. She stayed the night and on
Christmas Day we went to see her.
We
stayed with her for several hours until she had another seizure because
of her kidney failure, and I had to make the horrible decision to say
goodbye. I think spiritually she left us with that last seizure. I
don't want to think that she was still conscious when they put her
down. We were not allowed to remain during the procedure and I still
resent the fact that I was not able to be there with her during that
time.